Currently Listening Phobia By Breaking Benjamin Breath;;Diary of Jane see related

For a kiss to be really good,
you want it to mean something.
You want it to be with someone
you can't get out of your head,
so that when your lips finally touch,
you can feel it everywhere.
A kiss so hot, so deep, that you
never want to come up for air

I  b l e w  on dandilions
& my wish is always for you.
And you have no idea how much its killing me inside.
To wait for that wish to come true

I wanna be the girl you talk to
on the phone.
The one you cry to saying
" I dont wanna be alone."
I wanna know everything about you
inside and out ;
i wanna be the girl you
cant live without

years from now i won't remember every
friday night or the things that made us
laugh so hard til our stomachs hurt. but
i will always remember that she was
the one who was always there.

i couldn’t tell you
why we are best friends,
cuz you wouldn’t understand.
the explanation is full of to
many inside jokes and made up
words .. its full of too much care and
too many tears, to many laughs
and too many blonde moments ..
i don’t think i will ever
be able to give you a better
reason except ….
shes always been there.

okay..i definatly haven't updated this in like years but its all good..* i use facebook constantly & sometimes myspace.* anyways..a lot has happend but nothing worth typing..lifes pretty okay as of now...*comment..please*...Oh & tell me how ya like my pictures..

xoxo

I LOVE LIFE...& HATE LIL W.H.O.R.E.S

There's about to be a GIRL.FIGHT! ...You Can't Stop Me Now.

This is probably all my fault cause I can be so god damn trusting.
Is it to much to ask for you to show me a little honesty?
You can't even imagine all the hurt you cause inside
of me but hurt can quickly change & it's building up
& coming out as rage.

i may not be
the prettiest girl
the smartest girl
the richest girl
the coolest girl
but i do know that i am the luckiest
because i have friends like you

"Dear Mr. President"~Pink.. (* omg its so sad* )

Dear Mr. President
Come take a walk with me
Let's pretend we're just two people and
You're not better than me
I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly

What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street
Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep
What do you feel when you look in the mirror
Are you proud

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye
And tell me why

Dear Mr. President
Were you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
Are you a lonely boy
How can you say
No child is left behind
We're not dumb and we're not blind
They're all sitting in your cells
While you pave the road to hell

What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away
And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if she were gay
I can only imagine what the first lady has to say
You've come a long way from whiskey and cocaine

How do you sleep while the rest of us cry
How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye
How do you walk with your head held high
Can you even look me in the eye

Let me tell you bout hard work
Minimum wage with a baby on the way
Let me tell you bout hard work
Rebuilding your house after the bombs took them away
Let me tell you bout hard work
Building a bed out of a cardboard box
Let me tell you bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
You don't know nothing bout hard work
Hard work
Hard work
Oh

How do you sleep at night
How do you walk with your head held high
Dear Mr. President
You'd never take a walk with me
Would you

Currently Listening Foiled By Blue October see related

yeahh so this summer's def been full of bullshyt drama..of course. & you know i hate how half of it doesnt have to do with me, but i'm always pulled in some way. but yeah. its hard sometimes to know who to trust, or who talks shyt about you. but i guess sometimes you have to learn to just not care. & wow people can just be so mean these days i dont get it... anways..*comment* <3 kayla

This is all i ever hear, "Be a good girl. Just behave,
What's wrong with you?, Settle down, Keep your
two feet on the ground, Sit up straight, Stand up
tall. Never falter, Never Fall, Stay in school, make
the grade, Never fail, Never Fade. Be a hero, be a
star, be everything, but be what you are."

So, please, just be patient.
I'm so afraid to care about someone.
I know it seems like I'm this strong girl
who can get through everything,
but inside I'm very fragile.
I've had so many things thrown at me,
& each one has only made a crack.
What I'm afraid of is shattering.

When a lie gets passed around enough,
it doesn't become the truth, but everybody believes it

 stop smiling&&kiss me god damnit

and i just wanted to say thanks; for always watchin out for me, for sticking wiht me , no matter how much of a bitch i was.. but most of all.. for making me laugh after hours of crying, when i thought i'd never laugh again.

it takes a true friend not to say i told you so when the guy she warned you about so many times went and broke your heart... a g a i n. 

I'm gonna smile like nothings wrong
talk like everything is perfect
act like its all a dream
and pretend like its not h.u.r.t.i.n.g me

sluggish sunday

QUOTE OF THE DAY >>>

  It's like I want to tell you,

but I don't want you to know </3

ok so lately i've been super busy doing baseball shyt

with britt & jack! its been pretty fun tho i must admit, i'm

hardly ever home. but if anyone wants to hang out just

call me, you should know the number.

COMMENTS?

xoxo

Kayla Y

ps: who likes my pic cube?